publisher revealed the new covers for the re-release of my entire backlist, I would not
have believed you. But the plot twist fairies had other plans.
I am not a shiny and new writer. When my debut came out in 2011 and met some mild
success, I thought there was no looking back. I was wrong. My option was rejected by
my editor and I had to write a new story from scratch. This book did not fare much
better. My sophomore novel would have died on submission if not for a Hail Mary save
that was only slightly better than not being published at all. The book was purchased for
no advance and was only released as an eBook in 2017. Still, I was grateful to stay
published and keep my foot wedged inside the traditional publishing door. I was wrong.
Again.
My (then) agent chose not to go on submission with my third book and so I decided to
self-publish it. I did the same for my fourth. With every new release, my readership
shrank. I wondered if this was my sign from the universe to change course, but before I
could even come up with my Plan B, 2020 made it very clear that I was not going to be
able to do anything new anytime soon.
And so I wrote. One last book. To stay sane. To say goodbye. To escape as far as I
could. When I was done, I sent it to my agent. Where it stayed, unread, for a year. It was at this point that I decided to dive back into the query trenches and unknowingly
embark on the strangest turn my publishing journey would take.
Offers from multiple agents.
A pre-empt offer the day after we went on submission.
International auctions.
A bestselling book with twenty-eight translations.
A second book that would hit the New York Times list a year later.
And now, a backlist that has found new life.
I wish I could tell you why all these things happened. If I did, I could probably write a
bestselling book on how to become an overnight publishing success. Unfortunately, the
only story I can share is about saying yes to yourself for almost twenty years, and
hoping that one day, someone else will say yes too. I don’t think such a book would do
very well, but then again, who knows? The plot twist fairies might have their own ideas.




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